Thoughts of a teenager at 3 in the morning

I'm feeling soo...
Hurt, Disappointed, sad, annoyed.
Mostly disappointed.
Am I such an idiot? Why the hell am I always being taken for granted? Cause I'm so reliable? WELL SCREW IT. If you are going to go all steppy over my head one day I might delibrately just mess everything up.
And it's not like even a request, it's like a friggin command and you don't really give me a choice which what you're like saying is "and that's that. Go get it done."
If this keeps coming up, you can kiss our friendship buhbyee outta that window.

No I'm not gonna let it bother me for long. But seriously. If you don't ask me nicely again and offer a favour, Imma gonna smack you so hard with a saucepan you don't know what came and went.
-grins evilly-

Anywayyyy I watched finished Cycle 12 hoho. I was expecting more from the bunch of them cause Cycle 11 were all really strong but oh well. But definitely one of the weakest cycles I have seen I think. Oh I realised I said a bunch of sentences without saying that I was watching America's Next Top Model.

What?
It's really interesting! Not the things that happen in the house, it's drama mamma and its boringgg-yawn. I love the photoshoots.

Oh well. It's 3plus in the morn and I'm not even the slightest bit of feeling sleepy. I'm gonna be so dead if mummy walks in though. The countless reminders to sleep early sleep early SLEEP EARLY!! Ugh, I keep forgetting how quick time flies nighttime and before I know it it's like some ungodly hour.

Oh and I'm lovin my bangs! I know I jump into randomess all the time it's a bad habit. I recently went to the stylist and voila! Straight bangs. Though I think everybody thought I don't look like me anymore, which is a good thing, I supposed. And I dyed my hair ash brown and have black highlights which is really kickass and you can't see the black and brown swirls unless you look carefully.

Ends here now, trala! And if you read till the very end of this sentence, wow. Kudos to you- I don't even know if people can stand reading all these random thoughts just flying through my head and onto this post. =)