Many people like the stillness at night. Pah. Who doesn't. Most of the people anyway. Of course, I'm one of the people. But now I realised the more I'm left alone,with nobody to talk to or bother me, the more I start to think. As in, alot. Thoughts just keep flying through my brain. And trust me, I tend to think of the unhappy things. Yeah. I know. You'll say, "But py, don't think of the unhappy things if its making you bummed out then. Dorh." Yes yes, I know. One problem. I can't help it.

When I force myself to think of all the supposingly happy stuff, like unicorns and rainbows and Lala Land.. Nono. That sound too cheesy eh? You get the point. Anyway, then those unhappy/disturbing images just pops into my mind. Now actually, they kinda scream for my attention.

I get so depressed, thinking about all those crap stuff. It just drags down my mood alot. And it feels like, I don't know. Something inside me is tearing myself apart. Oh goodness. Someone please help me.