Tomorrow is history common test and now I'm sitting here, wondering if I prepared well for it. From the looks of it, I can name the effects and causes, but am I able to do well for the test? Hmm.

Speaking of 'tests'. Its official. I seriously don't like chinese. At all. They look so messy and everything. Its quite difficult if you ask me to read a chinese passage on my own. So I had to ask mum to recite for me the newspaper cuttings I did. For homework of course. Yes. I know. Very guilty. It was either that or take another hour at finding a very simplified chinese article. My mum can't even understand some sentences! And I got a 53 for my chinese test. Of course I feel like screaming like a maniac, crushing and tearing up my blardy test paper. Took me all the will-power to contain the craziness inside of me. I believed I did the paper quite carefully, especially the 'choosing the phrases" section. Even more careful then I usually do, cause I was determined to do well for the paper. But noooo.. I did worse than the usual papers. Oh well. I know, yes, take this as a 'learning experience' but I don't know how many 'learning experiences' I can handle. Some people said," Aiya, at least you pass wad." Erm yar. Okay. If I think that merely passing was okay, I won't feel like tearing up my paper already. D-uh.

I'm in such a bad mood really. Not that it shows much, but then I feel so lousy inside. Stress? I really have no clue. I don't even understand myself, thought I did. Took those online quizzes. I was taking the "How wierd are you" Guess wad. I was 80% wierd! Haha. But I thought the multiple choice answers I did were quite okay. As in, totally not wierd at all. Understand? Haha.

Esther just asked me if I wanted to join their class for CIP, was agreeable at first. But I can't pull anyone else along with me. Besides, they are doing it as a whole class. Think I will be feeling damn left out. Perhaps. I won't go after all. Still considering.

Okay, if I blog anymore, think my history-store-info in my brain is gonna leak out soon. Back to revising.
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again