Saturday, September 24, 2005

Was such a boring day. Morning Suiwei and Peiyan came my house did project. Show and Tell. I find it like a waste of time. Actually, to be honest, I would prefer to have the Show and Tell Presentation individually. But due to the lack of time, yeah. Work in groups, so it is. But quite slack today, like, to-tah-lly no mood to do the project. Then after they went home I fell instantly asleep. When I woke up, it was like 6 plus? Hee, also meant that I slept for 2 hours plus. Whoops. Then my mum came back she was like complaining, cause she called the house lots of times on her handphone. And I'm not exactly a light sleeper, yeah. so... *Guilt*

So now, I'm in my room, trying to absorb the boring notes. Poor 'lil me. Haha. As if I have a choice. If don't start mugging now, surely can't finish revising the chapters. Sucks just the thought of it. I don't think I can even finish revising now. CHEM TEST YESTERDAY WAS crap. Haha. No seriously, I think she will call me out for the next chemistry lesson and scold me about my test, yep. That bad. I understand what she talks about during lessons, yeah. no problem. But then when I got the paper. I was staring blankly at it. Not a single solution pops to my head. The last 10 minutes then I just solve those unknown questions using all the formulas that i can remember.

It's scary, young people these days. Most of the people are so stressed that they will think sucidal thought. I have numerous friends of these and it's disturbing to know it. Really. One I know of tried injuring herself by banging her hand on the wall to sort of "take off " the stress. There are so many people out there, who are struggling everyday to live, because of illness and diseases, while some people who so readily gave up their lives. Nothing is worth to the extent, I believe. Nothing. Pure irony.
What's Bothering Me: I give up. Not about my life, but about this friendship.

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