nth much today. had our history common test. i think e source based i no hope.. hope essay could pull e up.. ytd is a.math and chinese test. my 12 marks gone lidat for a.math. 80% will fail e test. sick. den chinese okay okay lar. today cca in AV theatre. den roy dey all start playing those funeral songs. den worse thing is all the sec2s was learning... still nvm.. but dey were like, laughing and laughing away.. are u all saddist or sth? den its like.. roy play e song with a fast rhythm.. makes me think that he not respecting e dead. quite pissed with them. den dey start saying horror movies. den dey scare themselves lor. cause roy walk out of AV.. den i prepare myself cause i noe he coming frm back door.. den i inform e rest.. den i think dey went on telling story.. den roy come frm behind. den yea.. dey scream so loud. aiyo. nowadays. i dun feel like laughing anymore.i laugh less and less already. i see no reason to be happy.. i feel less lamified. (if dere's such a word) i dun feel like being with my friends anymore. i dunno y im having such negative thoughts. sometimes, i hate myself.