nothing happened much today. e real problems had started durning cca lessons. again. y u always give those black face easily? roy just ask u wad songs we playing for e national day celebration rite? den u whole face black le. wad for.. make urself miserable. den when e juniors cant catch up with e beat... u look like u wanna hit someone. is it a very big issue tt dey cant play well? still went to suan dem.. den she suddenly ask me out of e blue "hey, u got homework tmr?" den i say y? den she say. "betta do or else u copy like u always do" wadeheck. den i was so angry. den e worse thing is tt she point to my friend and say"she say tt u copy hw one" i was practically boiling in my head. please lor. get ur freaking facts rite alright. in dis whole damn long year.. i just copied half of an a.math homework and 3/4 of a chapter in chinese wb. and u noe y i did tt? its a long story. but wad e hell. i mean, i copied practically everyday in sec 1 okay.. now i promise myself never to copy alright. it was a very desperate act. I SAY ITS A LONG STORY. den my friend was pissed with her.. cause my friend told her not to say out. wa lau. in e first place i do not copy usualy alrite. alrite? huh? den she still tell my friend i always not in a good mood during cca. u think i can tell u y a not? cause it involves u. tt y. but i really never burst off in a temper these days in cca. even today alrite. i had badly want to scream and shout, and pull my hair. but i was stil controlling it... now i come home and put every freaking word down because i have no one to say to lor. stacey never pick up her phone. its so difficult.. just going to a single session of cca. den before tt she ask my friend to wait for her till 5.30 cause need to return cca room keys back to e teacher who will be having a meeting. i was like.. wa.. u noe i always go home with my friend rite.. den u ask her.. ask her only.. wad u wan. im so tired and sick of dis nonsense. everything. wadehell.