heARd some bad news just now.. i mean, its just a small matter.. but dunno. my mood really went down. think its because dere's a lot of problems happening round lately. cried a while? ahh. i sound soo stupid. i hate dis. everything bout it. i dun want to feel. i dun want to noe. i just.. i dunno.. how do i say dis. dun ever think about asking me wad's the matter. for now.. seems like everything sux. throughly. i dunno wad im doin in sch.. cant go on like this. so damn freaking tired. i just want to bury into a place where its safe. hell. no where's safe.H.S.W.